bleh.just came back from service and it's really pouring.but i'm dry!thanks to enqin's parents!!thank you very much! :) service was super fun cos we did house visiting today?but i woke up like..super late so i didn't go yingcong's and cuifen's house.oops. :( haha.but it was fun. cried during service again.sigh.i guess God's just playing a bigger and bigger part in my life.He has taught me a lot of stuff ever since i entered the faith and i'm really grateful for that. :)
anyway.really pissed off with my brother.it's like..since the dog is whining cos he's scared of thunder and lightning,just let him in.but he has to make a big fuss out of it,saying that the dog's wet and everything,when hunter is whining pitifully away.and when i unlock the back gate just to check on him,he just has to stand behind me to check whether i'm letting him in.and please.the dog wasn't even wet.at all.if i can't even comfort my dog when he's wet,then what's the point of keeping a dog if you can't even show him compassion.like..can't say anything.people need help getting through their fears as well.if you can't compare a dog to a human,then what's the spca for?i believe that even a dog has every right of their own.and hunter happens to be the dog
you bought back.whatever.
after speaking to amelia late last night,i finally realised that i've probably let go of you.i'm happy letting you go,not because of my approval,but i'm just happy that i haven't lost my chance because of me.because amelia's a really sweet girl.treasure her. :)
bye,kelvin
